两个门的公园--I've been shot

"Everything that has a beginning has an end."
Still remember that cold raining night, Nov. 5th, 2003. The very furst day "The Matrix: Revolution" put on to the wild screen. It is not a question about good or bad. Man it is "Thi Matrix". You understand it or not, that's it.
It is more than fantastic! Neo took his superpower back to the real world. Anyway, who actually knows which world is real. What is real. It is a question that mantioned on 1999. And still no answer. Unforturenately, agent Smith had gain a special ability made him even more stranger than Neo in the Matrix.
Again everything that has a beginning has an end. Super agent Smith reborn because the Reborn of Neo. It called balance. And Neo's death bring the destory of Smith. Still banlance. Perfect translation to the main topic.
When the spaceship got through the dark cloud, which by mean of our own man's hands, the beautiful view with sunshine made me forget emergency sistuation. Trinity dead. Neo's eyes were both token. One man against the whole world.
There was a deal. The empire of the machine kingdom can't control Smith. Because there are no connection between them. Now he need a man. A man who would be a connection between the empire and Smith. That would be Neo. As return, the empire will free those who do not want to live that battery life. Human and machine live peace togather.
Once Smith copy himself to Neo, the balance is desippered. Smith maybe The Matrix couldn't handle this huge power and finally collapse.
Everything back to normal? Perhaps. Like reset bottom on your PC. It's just more compilicated, need time to fix it up.
That's why we need time..
That's why we need Heros.

I thought the label of space is a game controller. I mean that blue green sliver thing. Until yesterday, I realized that was a circle of three Msn icon holdIng their hands togather, just like old time, playing "finding friends" game.
Funny thing about that is I was ready to give you my name. T

It is raining outside. And cold. I just can't stand low tempurature. So miss these past days. Lying on the bed, reading comics, picking oranges. My room was warm. And i'm so enjoyed staying on bed with a sheet covered...all over me.(zhuheyao tongxue must memize something...the O movie~) Comfortable. Peace. Safe. Appearly those beautiful days never lasts. And I'm wondering if it never come back, why i'm still struggling.
Busy living or busy dying.
Maybe,
Busy lying and busy dying.
That's better.
2008.9.24






come back

Maybe a cup of hot instant coffee and hard work can keep the enegry up. Thing is I don't know it will lasts for how long.
Mess.
16:04

(This note is published by blogwriter from my cellphone.)
The brave one, again. Because Judy was a radio station DJ. I am intrested in her job. So here it is, memory about Judy's action in the movie.
Judy's inspiration came from her protable recorder. Actually it looks like an old school machine made in the middle of last century. It is more less like protable. But it is cool and I like it. May not its big shape fit the surface New York which appears fast and colorful. But it do fit the inside New York. The city benearh the skin which is grave, cold and strange and most of all, it makes you fear.
She recorded the sound of train under the bridge, the sound of noise on the streets. Try to give people a familiar but diffierent city. That cold deeply through your heart and made you crawl and shake.
You know, you try to see for nothing. You pretended there is nothing. Actually they are around you all the time. You thought you could avoid them by pretending not to see them. You thought you could bury em under the bottom so you never felt em.
Let me release them.
Let me release you.

ice 2008.9.19